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Tarik Dozier
12 December 2001
but...

  The other day...

 
"You still love her, don't you?"
Well, yes. I adore her, but... that's not really the point. I honestly wish that love was a good enough reason for people to stay together, but we know that isn't true. I made the decision that needed to be made because I was finally able to recognize the unfortunate truth about what was and wasn't going to happen with the relationship... issues which seemed quite unlikely to be reconciled. It didn't make me happy; I'm still not happy about it; but it's what was necessary.

I often wish things had happened differently, but for that to have occurred, we would probably need to be different people. We're not, so this is the way things are.


"You can see it; it's so obvious. You must be someone else. You must be someone other than I am. You must have other needs... other opinions...."
KUKL, "Copy Thy Neighbour"